Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Walkin' On Sunshine

I haven’t been very diligent about posting because I’m afraid to do it at work and I don’t have internet at home! (yes, somewhat archaic but since I’m either always at work or someplace that has internet, it’s a tolerable sacrifice)

Status Update:

- I am still diligently checking out the blogs of my favorite blogger. Sadly, most of us have seemed to run out steam. I look back with bittersweet fondness on the days we used to toil away and post daily blogs and shoot comments at each other throughout the misery of studying…now, I find myself wondering how everyone is doing and what they’re all up to…

- Watching a lot of Battlestar Galactica. During the exam, I watched a lot of Sex and the City because they were in manageable 30 minute increments where I didn’t feel TOO bad taking a break from studying (plus they were a great escape!). Now, I’ve become addicted to this extremely compelling show. For those who like sci-fi, this is obviously your thing. But for those who have never cared for it, it plays like a drama, except it’s in space. And it addresses crazy social/ethical/racial/emotional/everything else controversial questions in an amazing way. I highly, highly recommend this show!

- Work. Although I started the new job before results were released, it means even more to me now, for some reason. It’s not where I thought I’d end up, but I’m very pleased with the fact that I’m utilizing my law degree and blending law with business and consulting. I enjoy the job and it has a great deal of potential!

- Gym. *Sigh* It’s difficult to go, but I try to make it there at least 2-3 times a week. Lately, I’ve been foregoing yoga and doing the elliptical machine while reading. I don’t know how effective this is, but it’s better than nothing!

Overall, my life has changed drastically. Passing the bar exam was, really, everything I thought it would be. I went back and read my posts about the times that I had failed, and I could feel my heart stopping and stomach clenching because I really, really know how bad that feels. I always imagined reading the words “the name above appears on the pass list for the _____ bar exam” and now that I have, I printed it out and still look at it frequently. I look at my letter of congratulations from the bar examiners. I look up my name on the Calbar attorney search. After the post-results flurry of phone calls, celebrations, and tears, the excitement has died down for my family and friends. But for me, before I go to sleep at night and reflect on my day, I am still filled with gratitude and amazement. I will never, ever take this for granted.

2 comments:

GC said...

I know what you mean about reading your past posts and feeling your heart beat faster, b/c you very vividly remember how difficult it was during that time. I will be taking the CA bar this Feb, so I will be reading your past blogs a lot for advice and inspiration. :)

paulsmith198914@gmail.com said...

It seems that you won't stop writing your articles; they are really very interesting - many thanks for your inspiration! Well, guys, I need to write my paper soon, so it's time to leave. See you!